The sad day ( The day after Rally )T.T

this morning when i woke up at 2 pm...
then only i realize tht rally is offically over ....i am very sad ....bcoz from wad i knew ystrdy i might not be able to go and meet with the oties ...bcoz of my dad ...
i m also sad that when i woke up i am not in the church .... so i went back to sleep to forget abt it but its too hard for me ...
and when i started to think abt all the things that we had been thru ,
all the happiness ,
all  the sad things ,
all the fun ,
all the laughter we had together .
started to cry in the heart .... its so sad .... and i really wanted to go to church .... to see u guys.....
i really dunno how to describe my feelings at that time...
its so sad .... :(